More insights about our beloved TD kids

In Jhemar Taborada’s world, studying is always the last thing on his mind. First, Jhemar wasn’t even there. Where was he? The answer: playing basketball with his friends. After we called him out, he guided us to their home and we met his grandmother. Jhemar’s parents were separated, she told us. He was born when his mother was only in her teens. Unable to fully support all her children, the mother asked Jhemar’s grandmother to raise him. We think that because of this unfortunate separation of family ties, Jhemar was unable to fully experience life with his parents at a young age. Their house was very small. It was part of a series of small apartment-like homes in the area. It was behind a small gate, where other houses were very close to it. Inside, the refrigerator, wooden chair, kitchen and bedroom could be seen already. That was how cramped inside the place was. When we talked about Jhemar’s progress, we found out that the root cause of his failure in school is the common ailment, laziness. “Katamaran, sa wikang Pilipino.” Every now and then, he would go home, play basketball, watch TV, get tired and drift away into slumber. Homework? Not done. No time left. Sleep was the essence of the moment. After we and his grandmother lectured him about the hardships of life and how to deal with difficult schoolwork, the answer was to always at least practice or do the homework right away. After homework, he could play. That simple. We do hope that Jhemar learns from the home visit so that he can arrange his priorities. It would definitely be a big plus for his grandmother. We then went to the third house which was a lot nearer to the school than Jhemar’s. Theirs was a long walk away from St. Mary’s.
Some weeks back, I, together with my co-tutor, Cai Ignacio, went to our kids’ humble dwellings. This experience helped us realize how lucky we are. We are in the Ateneo hating math and thinking about where to drink beer after school hours, when there are people out there struggling just to crawl their way into finishing grade school because of their financial inability. We also realized from our kids’ parents how important TD was for their children. According to one parent, her daughter would be very excited every Tuesday morning since she would have a chance to enhance her skills during the tutoring sessions. We too are excited every Tuesday morning. Not because we are going to play an important role in the kids’ lives, but because of the fact that we are thinking, “Pare Tuesday, tatlong subjects lang tapos freetime na!” After the home visit, I realized, we cannot treat some other people’s education, their life as free time! It was as if we were holding their future in our hands before, and we were just playing with it. After the home visit we promised to ourselves never to treat a Tuesday like that never again. As hard as we can, we will try to make TD something that will make them achieve and help their families in the future. Lastly, we also realized the heartbreaking truth that some parents have lost hope on their children. There was one parent who was actually training her daughter to become a good maid someday! We told the parent that her daughter was performing poorly in math and she just replied, “Ok lang, magaling yan magwalis at maglaba. Masipag na bata yan.” In our small way, I hope we can still change this girl’s future. We hope that in helping her learn, we can change her mom’s mind, that she can make a difference in the future. I know that TD won’t make the kids earn money for their future education and I also know that TD alone would not change that stupid mother’s mind. But we can make it the first step.
Dear Lord
Due to the lures of this world, we often find ourselves indifferent and apathetic towards the sufferings of others. We ask You, therefore, to grant us a clear mind and to strengthen our will to act boldly according to Your Word. May Your eternal love continue to shine brightly to those in dire need for Your presence will certainly be of comfort and strength to them.
Amen.